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"The best thing in life is doing what people say you can't do."

It's always me that my mother sees...And my mistakes... Why can't she see other people? And why can't she see my good sides? Always the bad...That I'm lazy, stupid, ugly, dont know anything, bad blah blah blah....

Oh shucks! Im tired. Tired of always being wrong. I wanna get out of this house. I wanna go somewhere where I could express my feelings. I'm tired of hearing negatives about me. Why can't she boost me in becoming a better person instead of making me worse? 

SO EXHAUSTED.

She's bringing me lower...Lower then ever...I don't know what to do.. Oh gosh....I wanna scream!!

Oh why?Why?

I am thankful that I still have a mother and is still very blessed cause others doesnt have one anymore but why is my mother like this? She's not seeing what I am doing right..All the wrongs..All the weaknesses and not the strengths..

I have lots of stories about my mother bringing me down...maybe sometime I could share it but as of now, I'm gettting near to DEPRESSION ROAD...Help me please!

I have tons of acquaintances. But not friends. I don't know how to classify friends from acquaintances that much. Well, I had these friends who are kind of grade conscious..They are the type who love studying and all..But I like them just the way they are..We talk about lots of things..

So, what happened is that since yesterday, we (brainy friends and I) were asked by our adviser to help her check the exam papers of the fourth year students in our English subject..

Incidentally, we are already preparing for our cheering and so, we are required to practice. Since we are included in the pep squad, we are included. We asked our adviser if we should already go to the practices but she said we should finish checking first..And so, we did. We continued checking thinking that it would be okay to others..

We didn't know that our classmates were already talking behind our backs. A friend told us that a certain classmate said that, "Don't mind them! They want to get high grades in homeroom!". *Frowning* Upon hearing this, I was not able to control myself, I told them that we should not just keep quiet and let her talk and talk and talk..

Eventually, my temper cooled and just didn't mind that _argghhh_.... So, the day continued and after our lunch we had our exam in our music class and then, we got back to our classroom and sat down. THEN, _she_ talked to us and said,"May I teach you the steps? Or am I disturbing your reading?" I don't know but my temper flared up again and replied that we are not reading..

Can't she just say it without having to throw words on us as if she wants us to admit that we are actually not doing anything? Won't we go to our practices if we were not told by our adviser to stay and check? Why can't she understand that? I feel something for my friends but I don't know what it is..It's not pity though... Uhmm.. it's because they are always misunderstood..actually, including me..

Why can't people see things on both sides...*Sighs* Anyway, I just wrote this because I want to pour out my feelings..And, luckily...I have this...=D

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I've got one scar

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x]  I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[ ] Have a spoiled sibling

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Done home schooling.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation, And pronounced it "lawl", not "El-oh-el"
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. just tear, and particularly the older ones
[ ] I've peed from laughing. Lmao
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something intentionally
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public
[x] I've fallen down on my face

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x]I've gotten stitches/staples. the glue thing
[ ] I've broken a bone. 
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. 
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[x] I've been in Philippines

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x]I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] Kissed a girl/Guy

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I cut myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie or Aeropostale.
[ ] I love Gamers magazines
[ ] I buy the newspaper everyday

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower. Sometimes.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[x] I have been on the computer when I am as sick as a dog. 

Haha..sooo long...got this test from luna...=D

I love my friends. They have always been there for me. When I needed help during hard times..and when I success and make my dreams come true. They never left me..even in the strongest rain that made us wet.

I met them in high school. At first, I am very hesitant to make friends. I admit that I was kind of a shy girl during my first days in high school. But eventually, I adapted into my new environment and learned to make new friends and to share.

I always talk to them. Since, up to now, we are still classmates, our bonding got stronger. As years pass by, our ties got tighter and tighter.. We treated one another as sisters..

This is my first entry and I want it to be memorable for me...so, I've decided to feature my friends...=D I just want to say that without them, I won't be the person that I am today. They had influenced my personality so much..and I thank them for doing that..